lets go back to January 2016. I loved playing on this server. I poured my soul into it when I could. I remember coming home every day after school and just booting up my terrible laptop just to play for an hour or two. I loved building, and I loved being on the server with other players also. I made a mistake, on the scale of mistakes in my life it personally ranks quite high. I loved playing on the server, which is why I was so ashamed and annoyed at myself for ruining my opportunity. I used xray. not because I wanted to be rich in diamonds or to brag about my skills, I just wanted to get some redstone. and that escalated quickly. the ability to just see them makes it too hard to remain resilient and I fell to my temptation. admittedly it is wrong to hack in any form and I completely agree. if I could go back to my former self and tell him not to hack I would have beaten him silly. give me hate, I'm just looking for a second chance, and I've come for atonement. I haven't hacked since, (in fact a got a new laptop and am now so scared of downloading anything from dodgy websites I don't even think about hacks) and I would love a second chance on the sever. I would greatly appreciate talking to a moderator or someone with authority, but I am also happy to just talk to anyone that replies and explain myself further.
obviously I understand that if done for then I'm done for. I just needed to get this off my shoulders, and if I don't get my second chance, I'll happily leave, like I never existed.
thanks.
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